forever - nb ridaz,

ever since april 21, 2005 ♥

this boy - my best friend, my boyfriend, my everything. after all we've been through together, i can still look him deep in the eyes and tell my heart that he's the one. i honestly don't know what i'd do without him. he's done so much for me and he's taught me a lot, even if he doesn't realize it. after what happen in the beginning of this year, i didn't think me and him would have been together after that. my heart ripped out of my chest and was threw to the ground like it didn't matter, well at least, i didn't think it mattered to him. i'm not going to bring up what happened cause it's the past. but that was a downfall of our relationship. we broke up, and everything just began to fall apart even more. i didn't think he would come back to me, but he did after a while. during that break we had, i decided to still be best friends with him, and everything did work out. after some time, he began to change. it was hard, but i gave him another chance. another chance to take my heart and put it back as whole. it was tough, but he's proving it to me. until this very day, he's become a better person. he's shown me that no matter how big a mistake can be, you can always learn from it. and after that, it's no longer a mistake, just a time in life that has passed.

he's become better in time and i'm blessed. he may not be the "perfect" boyfriend, but he's perfect in my eyes. even after what happened, i would never, ever trade him in for anything else. for the past three years, i never gave up on us, and i never will. he showed me how to love again, even when i was almost at the end. after all the lies, he showed me truth. he learned, i learned, we both learned. we both have become stronger in this relationship, that no words can explain. we barely fight/argue now, which is amazing cause we used to fight all the damn time. goes to show how things can change, after some time.

but baby, he's got me sprung. he has me feeling this feeling i've never felt before. even with the sound of his voice, i get the biggest butterflies in my stomach. like butterflies flying through a garden of roses. i love how he does the weirdest things just to make me smile. i love how he makes me laugh to the point i just want to pee. i love the way he takes care of me, just like a doctor. i love the way he watches over me when i'm sleeping, and i don't even know it. i love the way he holds me close, the feeling that he's never going to let go. i love how he texts me random things. and i love the way he tells me "i love you" - by the looks in his eyes, you know that he's TRUE <333

and boy, do i love you, mister mark lasquite ♥