lesson learned - alicia keys ft. john mayer,

it was another sleepless night for me. got to talk to my baby before he went to bed. i was grouchy as hell, but he understood, so i'm glad. i ended up crying to him on the phone because i've been so fustrated lately. ever since my car accident, everything has been piling up, one after the other. i know i'm going through a lot right now, but i don't understand why - WHY ME? i vented to him about it cause it's not fair. it's not fair at ALL. don't you realize how good, decent people go through hell? and those that do deserve it don't go through with it? UGH. my only reason i sought out for this explanation was that god challenges us. he does, all the time. it's all a test of life to prove others and yourself that you can work through your challenges. well, after the advice from my boyfriend and that lesson from god, i felt so accomplished and motivated. i've decided to just look at the situation at another perspective, and that is to be OPTIMISTIC.

so, it's been another lesson learned.