October 27, 2008

drive slow - kanye west ft. paul wall,

i've been contemplating so much lately. this and that, left to right, just basically everything that had been going on got me thinking. 

i went to school today, and i only had math, so thank god. since my accident, i've missed three weeks of school and i missed it a lot. math is usually a chill class, but since everyone moved on to another math class for second quarter, i'm left behind with others who did not pass or understand. my teacher discussed that i will be able to move on but i'm doing it by self pace, and basically, that means i'm teaching myself. so, i thought it was pretty fair. i stayed for half an hour more after class to correct my review worksheet. me and her had a deep conversation. at least i know she cares since she knows what i'm going through. she's been in the same position as me, so she understands. she said she wants me to take care of myself since i'm still young because there are going to be long term effects later when i get older. it was neat having a bond like that with a college professor. but after that, i left and went home.

i was suppost to see my boyfriend today, but his mom didn't want him seeing me since i live so far away. he's in waipahu and i'm in salt lake, so it's a pretty far distance. so, i understand. i'm just sad cause i miss him. i'm scared we might drift since he's working now, and i'll be going back to work + school. i'm barely going to see him and barely talk to him cause he's always tired after work. i just hope everything works out cause i don't want nothing bad to happen between us again.

laters <3

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